1. |
Have To Change
04:16
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How supposed the son
Take care of mom
I have your back, I'm sober
Can't connect to me
Can't receive a thing
Holding my breath I am invading room in shock
I'm here
In amok now I run around with finger gun
I want to shoot you down
And call forth father when it'll happen
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm hurting you
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm to retreat
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
In the blink of an eye
You wear a smile
Exposed outside, I'm boiling mad
I can't let it be
You demand, you wish
I'm bowing to your feet claiming my desired spot is here
When I bounce back from grand
Emotional meltdown
I think the effect equals effort
My love is not for your parade
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm hurting you
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm to retreat
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
All my suns are waiting for you
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2. |
So Weak
03:51
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What a disgrace?
I'll smash your face
If you just run, you don't want a hard time
You drop you guard
or I twist your arm
Boys in the club, you will never come by
Boy you're so weak I'm telling you're nothing
Boy you're so weak
Will you cut your skin?
Cut off your being?
This is undone, you deserve a beatdown
I'll libel you
And blackmail you
Into
Silence better played by my rules
Boy you're so weak I'm telling you're nothing
Boy you're so weak you better burst into tears
Boy you're so weak I mind it to offend you
Boy you're so weak
Boy you're so weak I'm telling you're nothing
Boy you're so weak beware of your rosey skin
Boy you're so weak It’s easy to slander you
Boy you're so weak
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3. |
Fireless
03:55
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You may cut me off
And I can't move my way
Concerned
So
I dance deaf and blind In anger
Why do I need something more?
Why do I need something more?
I'm fireless without the substitutes
Accumulated and arose in you
You may get me back
But I can float away again holding
Hands in prayer for self-connection with bits and bites of fear
Why do I need something more?
Why do I need something more?
I'm fireless without the substitutes
Accumulated and arose in you
You are perfect with guardian of your own
With my prospect thinking of you being gone
Why do I need something more?
Why do I need something more?
I'm fireless without the substitutes
Accumulated and arose in you
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4. |
All Hallows
04:43
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Knowingly I'm so low of
Being me so
I caught me stunt by
Noxious bounds
And why's this stitch so tight?
Befell you, occurred to me
It's clear to you it's clear to me now
It all comes down to you in grief
There's nothing else you want to see now
Knowingly I'm sorry
For my strained nerves
From turning point to all hallows day
Figuring out delusionals, impersonal, rolling up my sleeves
Why does my heart beat its not own rhythm so
Why is my blood dead cold despite the loss?
Befell you, occurred to me
It's clear to you it's clear to me now
It's always you and all you needs
And nothing else you want to see now
It's always you versus me
And nothing else you've ever seen now
It's all down to you versus me
And nothing else you want to see
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5. |
More Than It's Worth
04:19
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You didn't say goodbye
Me neither in the fear of
Familiarizing death
And it was day before
More than it's worth
I'm spinning up
Until the reel cracks me up
You didn't take what's yours
What is this life creator's plan
Inconvinceable
Sobriety of mind?
I know you won't be back
if there is more deception left
The land is wet again
I'm beating all new paths
More than it's worth
With boiling head
Finally we'll all be gone one day
I didn't say goodbye
could it be we're in misfortune?
The land is dry again
I don’t know where to start
More than it's worth
I’m crying aloud
Until my worth will stand for enough
More than it's worth
Breathlessly through
Until I realize me too
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6. |
Likely Alone
03:56
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Any lesson worth
Taking from your words and labeling thoughts
Trying to get me out and
Grounding me
I'm codependent when the filter's you and my feet
Can't go any further and
Controlled you claim
You keep an eye on drinking and your bent for feckless
Trips ahead your mind
As Side effect unable to connect to you
We're likely alone now
We're likely alone in lesser times
We're likely alone
I'm likely alone
Astonishing, you are impressionist to me and freely speak
I've been caught in this before and
Safer, free of danger out of this place I'm gone
And start see beyond
As I confess I'm grateful until you go first
We're likely alone now
We're likely alone in lesser times
We're likely alone
I'm likely alone
I reconnect
I know you stuck in this process
Then I confess
No repulsion and no regrets
We're likely alone now
We're likely alone in lesser times
We're likely alone
I'm likely alone
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7. |
Wasting My Time
04:47
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I'm not policing you facing your bad habits
I'm not harassing you bound to same old patterns
Embodied I'm able not to move
Discouraged
Discovery of zillion addled stars
I'm counting down
I'm wasting my time
I'm not hastening you to move and leave the country
I'm not directing you away from your poor choices
Embodied
The less I know the better heaven
Discerning
I'm not to test what I acknowledge
I'm wasting my time
You gotta bring me love don't mind yourself
You gotta bring me love with your intent concept on me
Don't mind yourself
Don't mind yourself again
Don't mind yourself
Do what intended
I'm wasting my time
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8. |
Gravel
02:43
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Gravel, gravel
All these paths I would not go
And all goes wrong, all goes wrong
Starts and ends in discord
I bury it here down the gravelly street
I don;t need more trouble to bear
Gravel, gravel
My brother leaves and won't come soon
And it hurts so
I'm solo with her hopes put in me
I bury it here down the gravelly street
It's hard to believe now I'm free to live
I don't need more trouble to bear
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9. |
Happy Medium
04:57
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Rubbing my eyes, I see what you want from me
Melting my heart to be, pinned down to dependency
I don't want to be part of this
I don't want to be part of this
Burning up to get happy medium now
Burning up to get happy medium now
If one's receiving, another's giving much now
Burning up to get happy medium
Sturdy enough I'll be acting like a real man
Placing my name on the top of your estimates
I don't want to be part of this
I don't want to be part of this
Burning up to get happy medium now
Burning up to get happy medium now
If one's receiving, another's giving much now
Burning up to get happy medium
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10. |
Garden Gate
04:26
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I'mo n your side, now you can't get rid of me
I'm on your side
I'm on your side, do you know where that feeling is?
I'm on your side, and you don't be afraid of me
I'm on your side
I'm on your side, do you know what that feeling is?
That feeling is bittersweet
That feeling's destroying me
Pretty garden gate to the world
We only see what we want
Destroyed garden gate to the paradise
There won't be a lie on the other side
I may not be behind you
(This feeling is out of control)
My shadow's here and the sun might blind you
(This feeling is out of control)
This feeling is out of control
With my biased sight
Who do you think you are to pull me through?
And Who do you think I am again to shut the door before you?
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11. |
Walk In
03:48
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There's assumption of a lack of time
This all's too heavy to grow the alternative thinking
Intend to reduce me to live out my life
Like closed case planned I'm waiting for its final
I have all things sanctified
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, that's when death takes advantage of you
I wouldn't say it to you if It was not inflictive
Wouldn't mean to pack my suitcase of my sparkly inner joys
Wouldn't say it was hard with an ease like I used to
I have all things sanctified
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, you walk in and I'll be good
You walk in, that's when death comes in time for you
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