Name: Have To Change
Duration: P00H04M16S
Description: It is a snapshot of a deconstructive relation between me and my mother after our worlds turned upside down. We constantly clashed until we lernt the new situation and adapted our new perspective.

Have To Change

from More Than It's Worth by Spineinside

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It is a snapshot of a deconstructive relation between me and my mother after our worlds turned upside down. We constantly clashed until we lernt the new situation and adapted our new perspective.

lyrics

How supposed the son
Take care of mom
I have your back, I'm sober
Can't connect to me
Can't receive a thing
Holding my breath I am invading room in shock
I'm here
In amok now I run around with finger gun
I want to shoot you down
And call forth father when it'll happen

I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm hurting you
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm to retreat
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage

In the blink of an eye
You wear a smile
Exposed outside, I'm boiling mad
I can't let it be
You demand, you wish
I'm bowing to your feet claiming my desired spot is here
When I bounce back from grand
Emotional meltdown
I think the effect equals effort
My love is not for your parade

I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm hurting you
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm to retreat
I have to change
but I don't feel like I'm savage

All my suns are waiting for you

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from More Than It's Worth, track released January 18, 2024

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